Kim. It certainly is nothing against you, but I kind of want to reserve this journal for myself.
It's not that I dont trust you or anything like that. And maybe sometime I'll let you read this when we're together. But I dont want people to know about it I guess.
I'll need to think about it.
Oh I dont care about that. If someone manages to get to this somehow I dont care that they know it's me, my user icons will give that away...
I'm sorry Kim. I really just wish I could have kept this journal only to myself. But Zeb and Terra I can share anything with... I dont think I've reached that level of friendship yet with you. I mean you're one of my best friends certainly, but this is in hopes that I can delve even deeper. So far they're the only people who have tapped into that and I hope that you can. But until this, this remains an enigma..
Ok I wasn't being dishonest the first time, I still stand by what I said. And whatever you're making of what I'm saying is probably incorrect or a different version of what I mean... this is why I want my journal to be more private. People misinterpret a lot of what I say, and I'm tired of that. You mean a lot to me, but I dont know how to maintain our closeness when I see you as little as I do. Does that make sense?
I'm starting to re-examine the way that I approach friendships. So right now my relationships with EVERYONE is kind of being updated because I'm updating myself. We'll see what happens.
OK I'm glad you aren't angry or anything. I'll add difetto to my cyclothymie account. I think I generally avoid the cold hard truth. I always tell aspects of the truth, but I'm very tactful about how I present my information. That's part of why I want to have this journal so that I can get the cold hard truth out of my head, and by sharing it with a very small amount of people, it makes it easier for me in my actual interactions with other people. I see myself probably adding more people to this account in the future, but for now I just need to work on being completely honest and sharing that with a few people. I miss you too Kim, whenever I'm working on pictures I think of you. I hope you're doing well. :) (sorry I'm so hard to get a hold of on the phone..)
i noticed your message on dan neely's LJ, and thought i'd add your new LJ name to my list. hope all is well with you, friend.
Yeah I'm doing fine, but I'm confused... you want to be on this one but not the other account?
hi again. heh heh.
now i'm confused. no, i would like to be on both your accounts, silly.
Well I had a big friends only post on my other journal telling people to post on that entry if they wanted to stay on my friends list and you never commented so I assumed you didnt want to be on that list... comment on that entry and I'll add you to both accounts...
Hi beautiful. This is Linds - I would love to be added to this journal. If you don't feel comfortable that's totally fine. But I think you're awesome and I want to get to know you better. Us Tori people have to unite, you know! (Unless I'm too much of a loser! Haha!)
Here. There must be something here ...
There must be something here.
Baker, baker, can you explain?
If truly his heart were made of icing
And I wonder
How mine could taste
Maybe we could change his mind
I know you're late for your next parade
You came to make sure that I'm not running
Well, I ran from him
In all kinds of ways
I guess it's his turn this time ...
Man, I think you're awesome too! Of course you can be added...
I love the line "his heart was made of icing.."
May I be added?
I understand if not, but I had an urge to know you better my good man...
Of course you can! I need to post more in this journal... :)