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Stung [Mar. 11th, 2005|02:43 am]
No matter what the time is
[I feel |indifferentindifferent]
[Playing in my head |Carissa's Wierd - September come take this heart away]

Maintain your smug self-assurance. Float idly by with the cool knowledge that your demure glances and sodden words are mere examples of voyeuristic escapism at it's finest. Relish the darkness that molds itself to your pale skin, and cling to the rush of melancholy that holds you in its grasp; just know that I will never languish in the presence of one who is unable to shed the stagnant skin of a distant past... the isolated icy grasp of a frozen heart slashing and slicing at any compatriot, willing to bear the tundra for a glimpse of reality. Perhaps your hardships have truly built an impenetrable wall, but I wont believe it for a second. If you truly maintain this distance then I will have no choice but to leave you as a fragment of my hazy memory, a whisper in shadows, the softest caress, long forgotten...

Good-bye
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-11 10:46 am (UTC)
Nobody will understand this.. but it's okay.
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[User Picture]From: acaciatinderbox
2005-03-11 11:38 am (UTC)
I have an idea. But I don't think I should say it.
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-11 05:44 pm (UTC)
No, go for it? But maybe e-mail me if you dont feel comfortable in front of a lot of people.. quixoticvirtuoso@yahoo.com.
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From: blurpleambrosia
2005-03-11 03:04 pm (UTC)
i feel like it's aimed at me, but then i'm always paraniod like that.
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-11 05:45 pm (UTC)
Haha, dont worry.. it isn't. :)
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[User Picture]From: dojcjfreak
2005-03-11 06:18 pm (UTC)
To follow the conversation here:
I am not thinking of it as being aimed at me however I feel that it gives great insight into people's interactions with me. I think it fits me although not written for me. I'm also wondering how many people this actually does fit for and how to change.
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[User Picture]From: benedict_egg
2005-03-12 02:36 am (UTC)
i'm pretty sure i know who...but then, i probably don't have a grasp on stephen current events. but i'm pretty sure. we'll talk soon. hearts and hearts and hearts.
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-12 09:53 am (UTC)
:) *hug*
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[User Picture]From: electronicoffee
2005-03-12 05:34 am (UTC)
I think we have a ton in common,
I posted to your other journal.
Tell me what you think.
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-12 09:53 am (UTC)
I really dont know what to think... it's uncanny how well we seem to fit on paper. I'll add you to my journals...
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[User Picture]From: electronicoffee
2005-03-12 03:12 pm (UTC)
I know it's really weird.
You're cute by the way, and I can't believe
someone else ACTUALLY knows who blue six is!
Nor, single gun theory .. mega-weirdness ..
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-12 07:59 pm (UTC)
Haha well of course my pictures have been doctored up (by yours truly) so I wouldn't necessarily say that they accurately represent who I am. Hrm.
Thank you though...
God I love Blue Six. I have Beautiful Tomorrow and it's so amazing.
All I want baby is to have enough
All I need angel is to know I'm loved
All I fear sugar is to care too much
All I need baby is to know I'm loved

And yeah, I've never met anyone else who'd heard of Single Gun Theory. It's like impossible for me to find anything by them. I LOVE Fall and From a million miles, but I can never find their stuff.
Weirdness.
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[User Picture]From: electronicoffee
2005-03-13 02:36 am (UTC)
Yeah, I love both of them a lot, my dad
got me into them when I was younger and
I think I still have the single gun theory
tapes.. my favorite is probably 'take me back'
and 'I am what I see' .. awesome shit.

:hug: and, hey if you're HALF as cute as your
pictures.. then you're hot <3 - also - I saw
you wear glasses? I got a major fetish for that.. lol.
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From: cyclothymie
2005-03-13 09:22 pm (UTC)
Interesting. I just found Single Gun Theory randomly actually.. and what I've heard I've loved.

A fetish for guys wearing glasses? That's interesting.. and guys with brown hair? And guys with similar interests? (according to your positives list)

Interesting..
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[User Picture]From: acaciatinderbox
2005-03-13 10:20 pm (UTC)
Oh, God.
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[User Picture]From: electronicoffee
2005-03-15 04:00 am (UTC)
what?
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